MUET 2013 (Sesi March)

On the day of 27 February 2013. Welcome to the blog. Assalamualaikum ●▽●

Mentang – mentang aq dah pergi amik muet, terus nak wat posting pom in English. Perlu ke..? absolutely need!

Why? Because right now my heart, my mind, my body, are always thinking about the speaking test that I just had taken. Soooo frust! That’s what I can say. Before this, I always bear in my mind that  “ Just relax.  Say whatever you wanna say.” But what I’ve done..? “err..emm.. *silent*” DURING THE TEST! That’s what made me so frustrated. My mark, for sure, will be the lowest than the others candidate.

The question of speaking test today ;

“ your friend is a creative person. Suggest the profession to your friend.”

Lebih kureng camtu la question dye tadi. I’m not remember the right question. So, the point were given ;

a) cartoonist

b) the writer

c) designer

d) a film star.

Because of I’m being a 1^st candidate, I should take point A . CARTOONIST. What come cross to my mind when I’m looking the sentences of CARTOONIST..? cartoon, comics, movie, kids, teenager. Serious, susah gilew otak nak pikir pe je la point yg aq perlu explain kan. Then, when the times come to speak, I’m started with introducing myself. Then aq dah start gagap gagap. The point also lost. Tangan gigil gigil. I totally zero where the nervous come from. Then, dah la banyak jgak aq silent kan diri ni. For about 3-5 second. Then bila aq nk elaborate lebih-lebih, yeah, the bell ringing. Candidate B start to talk. My friend. Mas. When I heard what her point, I’m totally speechless. SHE’S GOOD! BETTER THAN ME! Her speak fluently, have more point. I’m totally been a lost person. When the candidate C start to say his point (Farid), okay, he is…. GOOD! Same with Mas. Both of them speak fluently. Have point in their talking. Not like me. Totally lost. I’m being a failure person in there. When the discussion time is come, yeah, for the started should be me, because I’m the A candidate. Then after a minutes, I thinks the discussion is conquer by Mas and Farid tu. Aahh… rase cam orang “FAILURE”. The mark must be low to me. Sedey sangat. Lepas pada amik test tu, baru la my mind can thinks carefully. Why not I’m talking like this when I’m in speechless such as “ oh, I’m sorry. Suddenly I’m feel my mind blanks a while. Maybe because I’m nervous right now. Hopefully all of you can understand my situation”. Tapi hakikatnye..? aq just zip mulut because aq tak dapat pikir point yg aq nak elaborate kan. Arrgghh… MIND…. Apesal la lepas test baru ko boleh pikir leklok..? aq rase cam dumb gila. Mas boley la kira tak payah risau sgt la sebb dye mmg the #greater #speaker. Pastu, boleh pulak time dlm bus, ayah Mas call mas.  Asking her did she take a muet at skol Bandar tasik kesuma. And yet, what I just know..? the teacher yg amik markah kitorg time amik muet was kawan ayah Mas. Untung la, boleh naikkan markah. Jeles gila. Dah, aq dah banyak kecewa untuk hari ni. I’ll throw out all my feeling to the #twitter. Rasa nak menyumpah pom ade. But I’m still in ‘waras’ person. Tak perlu la nak menyumpah bagai. I just pray to Allah, may he can make my heart be calm.

During writing this entry, I’m doing it in bus. I’m on the way back to my University. My head keep spinning. Dah la tak boley beli any chocolate bar or snicker. Lepas test tu, balik rumah dah dekat pukul 2 petang. Tiket bus kol 4.30 petang. Nak solat lagi, tukar baju, nak makan nasi lagi, around 3.30 petang baru bertolak dari rumah go to Stesen Pudu. Sampai kat Pudu pom kol 4.15 petang. Turun kat stesen cari bus, yup, the bus already came. Masuk dalam bus, cari seat, and….duduk je la. The time shows 4.24 petang. Nak turun dari bus, takut bus dah bergerak. That’s why aq tak sempat nak beli apa-apa makanan. Right now, rase nk muntah pom ade duk dlm bus ni. Air-cond pom tak terasa. Panas! Panas otak! Panas hati! Semua panas!!!

*after a while*

Okay, tadi aq tido sbab pening sgt. Then, I realize that the bus had stop at shell station. So, I woke up in hurry to buy the chocolate bar. Yes! Now I got Snickers, cadbury bars Milk and Black Forest and Nips. Total all = RM9.70. 

Snicker dah selamat dalam perut. Cadbury satu lagi bagi kat Mas =)

Great. Just buying the chocolate almost rm10 the cash out from my purse. Rasa lega sangat dapat grab snickers ni. Rasa cam dah boley hidup semula. Hahahaha Then, bila aq toleh ke luar tingkap bus, ohhhoo,, rain drop outside. This time I’m praying to Him. To get  better feeling from the frustrated things just now. J